Saturday, May 12, 2007

it happens!!!!

My heart says yes , my mind says no!!
My honesty says yes, modesty says no!!
I put down my feeling paper refuses to show!!!

This were the lines I use to write when I use to write my love mails.

LOVE
I think everyone falls in love one time in there life , I too fall in love but not in my sweet sixteen as many teenagers I have completed my teenage I was 20 and use to think I know every thing about world and was in last year of graduation . I was too confident that I cannot love this are just feelings and nothing else, I was wrong!!!!!
Love can happen anywhere anytime; I am the best example of it.
I used to chat a lot in internet I made lots of friend but I fall for love on net itself.
I was friends with him and was very comfortable that he is married so my friendship will last forever with him.
YOU all get shocked , I know u have read stories or seen movies with the eyes of a wife or husband, let me show u another world, a story of other women, you cannot decide by looking at shoes that it bites or not u have to step in it. Come along…….
I fall in love with him knowing he is married but my intentions were never wrong falling in love wasn’t in my hands, and u know u cannot forget your first love is a true saying,
I know what like in him his intelligence or his humors, his emotions or his behaviors,
His expressions or his voice, his believe or his confidence .I thinks everything
I had get many things from my that relation ship , I cried a lot bcoz I didn’t wanted to hurt anyone, I lived in guilt that I am destroying someone’s house. I was helpless.
I dint wanted to disturb him but I couldn’t help myself. My relation ship was on net and telephone and hide it from whole world as I cared for him, I was happy in that that he talks me and life is ok, but that he came down in senses broke our relationship and said “it wont work for us” I still remember these lines after seven years. He went strong and never uses to call me, receive my calls or encourage me in the things. I use to die from his ignorance couldn’t bear it. But I was happy at least there was not guilt in me that I destroying some ones family. I was happy because he was happy. And I really wanted to stay as friends forever but things are not always in your hand’s .You know why
I will tell u
He made me a better person whenever I was wrong he was there to correct me.
He taught me only love is not life; love is only a part of life.
He told me I have elements of love inside me for you, did u people get it it’s the way to tell I love u differently, he taught me to do things differently.
He made me have faith in god more as everything happens happens for best.

At the last I want to say thanks to him.

Now moral of the story do come in senses when ever u feel u are wrong, b’coz its never too late dear.
And love is never wrong, but if u can stay as friends with your u will always have a true friend forever, I mean it!!!!!!