Gar bikte Gham aur khushi bazar mein, toh kimat na hoti khushi ki is sansar mein,gar ho jata pyar ka ikrar pel bhar mein, toh sache doton unhi rehte rahon main,Gar na milta dard inkaar ka, kaha milta saccha dostis jahan mein

Hasrat hazar hoti hai is dil ki, sab ko pura kar pana mushkil hain,Kissi ke gham ko apna banana assan nahin,markar nigahon main rahoge t annso ban kar chalak jaoge, Rehnah hai to dil main rahon har dahakan main yaad aaoge

Aap se khafa hokar hum jayenge kahan,Aap sa sathi hum payenge kahan.Dil ko to kaise bhi samjha lenge hum,Lekin ANKHON KE AANSU chupayege kahan.

The unbearable pain

When we loose our Friends it hurts,
when we loose our lovers it hurts a lot,
But when we loose our baby its...........

I got married at early age just giving graduation
and soon was blessed wid a lovliest son, being a mother is the greatest gift of nature that was felt on his birth, he was like soft cotton cloud and first time when i touched him i felt on the seventh world, that feelings i am not able to jott down still it was uncompareable.......

I felt i am the happiest person in this world,

I again got pregnant and this time i thought i am the most happiest person in this universe.

as all to be mother plans for there kiddos i also did, i tho ught it will be a lovely daughter i will name her Mishti . She will complete my family , and i thanked god everytime to give me every thing widout asking.

But u know what happiness is not always there just at one step back pain is standing waiting for u to bear it. God take exam too and u need to get through it.

One day while i was sitting i felt some thing wet i went to loo and i was bleeding , but not so seriously still i was scared as no one was there at home, i soon have to go to doctor

That journey was the worst journey of my life,I was scared like anything i called up my husband but he was busy in meeting i couldnt reach him but i reached to doctor in very tensed state, i really didnt knew what to do,i was so helpless i didnt wanted to loose her.........

i was alone in hospital and doc checked me up and said "HEARTBEAT OF YOUR CHILD IS STOPPED". This sentence of my doctor gave me the greatest pain .

I lost her, and for ever i didnt had courage to call my husband and tell. i cried creid and cried

and i still cry, i grief for her....

Mishti was my child who died in my womb for no reason, Shayadh meri hi nazar lag gayi mujhko

My doctor called up my husband and he came in half an hour by the time doc took me for dnc he came he was beside me but i was so soaked in my pain i dint notice his pain she explained everything but she could not expalained why did she died she had no answer for it.., i wish she had......

But she is also human and is here like a god.

My husband was very supportive and decided we wont have other child, and i dont have other child till now i know i have a son but i wanted a duaghter too. We cried by hugging each other for hours and after that we didnt talked about her to anyone, but i know he also misses her.
but never say never let me feel

I still spent sleepless night for her its been two and half years but it feels today for me...

I havent share this wid any one but today when my friend also lost her baby after giving her birth i colud not stop thinking about Mishti. I know this pain have no answer no other child can fulfill it cause each child is special in its own way.



I still think what wrong have i done, why did i lost her ....

She is still alive in me , and i want her to know i love her very much from bottom of my heart

We both love U Mishti

meaning of true friend!!!

Meaning of true friend!!!
When i think about you words become short to explain,
but still trying to express!!!!
You were there like a mountain when i was breaking down and gave me strenghth ,
You were there like a tree when i needed some one to undersatnd and gave me shade,
You were there like sky when i needed to be explained and gave me peace,
You were there like earth when i was confusion and gave me solution,
You were there like air when i was feeling all alone and showe me u there,
There are many frens in my life
but U are special,
All people help u when it suits them
but few people helps u when it suits u
and who help when needed is the truest form of fren.
Thanks for being there in my life!!!!

FORGET HIM!!!

Forget him from yuor heart,
Forget him from your brain,
Forget him from your mind,
Forget him from your soul,
Just remember he have some one new!!!

Forget his name,
Forget his face,
Forget his Voice,
Forget his care,
Just remember how it was all fake!!!

Forget the way he used to talk ,
Forget the things he used to say,
Forget the way he used to fight.
Forget the way he makes to smile,
Just remember all was mere pass time !!!!

Forget how close we were once,
Forget how time flews,
Forget how thought its forever,
Forget he said he will never leave me.

Just remember he has gone for ever!!!
Just remember he always lied to me!!!