STRANGE LIFE !!!!
There are many places where we bump in our frens and the most common place is our shopping malls.
I too met my fren while shopping for Diwali stuff."hey you got slim Kripa" I exclaimed.. "I have lost a loads of weight " she said with an exicting tone but her eyes were not proud of they were sad.
We met after very long time .and sat to catch up all we missed about each other, there it self in the mall in CCD. it was very beautifully decorated and lovely instrumental music played in the back ground.
we started our chit chat, i asked"Is everythingfine wid u , you dont seems happy to me. first she said yes every thing is fine. "your eyes are not telling me same what your lips are, i see pain and sadness in ur eyes" These words of mine made the tears of her eyes to roll down from there place.
"I am having an AFFAIR karishma" and i asked "what?" totally shocked.
she told me to be silent and first listen to her than give my reaction . i have to agree
Now lets read her words;
"I used to do orkuting a lot, i joined many communities of my interest, interacted wid there members and became frens too. In short span of time i got closer to a man who is married too. we clicked in once and dont really know when we both started loving each other. It is not we dont love our families or dont have sense of our responsibilities . Its that we are complete wid each other. Its like finding missing piece of life puzzle.
Everything was very fine , we both were happy. but soon he got promotions and had many other change in his private life. And the things got changed, suddenly.He asked me to have patience everything will be fine very soon, he will take out time be me, he is trying hard , but never took out.
Where we used to talk daily for" n" number of times now it is ten mins in "n " number of days. Where we used to chat daily for long hours , now i long daily for those hours. This change in out life have make me sad. it like losing t he puzzle piece again, life seems so incomplete. i do look happy in real i am not happy at all.....
I used to fight , complain, argue to him a lot in beginning as losing his time for me was unbearable. but in inner mind had guilt of involving wid married man, he too have responsibilities,and used to get calmer.
The best thing is he haves excuses, reasons or the so called fact for not being in touch. that hurts like anything it make me feels unwanted or forceful relation , so now i dont do complain or anything....i love him very much and dont want any burden to be for him."
Her tears were not stopping. I was staring to her wid mixed feelings. than she asked me" what shall I do karishma, i do love him and not feel being loved. you are my best fren , you do undersatnd my feelings please give me some solution.
I was speech less. i know love can happen anytime, i do understand it". I can not blame her for loving a man other than her own husband. i dont know what to say to her. i did knew came many man who are having affair or love wid other woman out of marriage in this mans real wordl. I said to be calmer, look after her family, enjoy diwali and give sometime to both of u for ur relation. she was now relaxed, lil peace i saw in her eyes,i guess bit of her heart load came out.
In real i dont know what really to say to her i saw twinkle in her eyes when she talked about her love. beinag her close fren shall i tell her to forget her love and devote her life to her husband , kid and family or shall i say do your duty fully of ur family ans keep urself happy by yur love.
I am still in delima what too say...........
